Nightmare
Damn. So last night I had a super realistic dream where I genuinely thought it was real at the time. Though I’d rather call it a nightmare than a dream as it was of me relapsing. I remember I got the urge and I just couldn’t fight it, I then remember I relapsed twice in one dream. But I felt HORRIBLE! Even in the dream I remember weeping, I was so disappointed and broken. Luckily it was all a dream, I was so relieved when I woke up yet still shaken up a little bit. The first thing I did was hop on the app to check if my streak has reset 😂 But yeah that was a horrible experience at first but actually I’m so thankful for it. As now it motivated me even further do keep on going, as I got a teaser of how it will feel if I do relapse. That’s all just wanted to get it off my chest 🙌
Appreciate that Nick 😂 good to know it ain’t just me