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Nightmare

Day 13
by PB
699 upvotes

Damn. So last night I had a super realistic dream where I genuinely thought it was real at the time. Though I’d rather call it a nightmare than a dream as it was of me relapsing. I remember I got the urge and I just couldn’t fight it, I then remember I relapsed twice in one dream. But I felt HORRIBLE! Even in the dream I remember weeping, I was so disappointed and broken. Luckily it was all a dream, I was so relieved when I woke up yet still shaken up a little bit. The first thing I did was hop on the app to check if my streak has reset 😂 But yeah that was a horrible experience at first but actually I’m so thankful for it. As now it motivated me even further do keep on going, as I got a teaser of how it will feel if I do relapse. That’s all just wanted to get it off my chest 🙌

Comments (5)
PB•59d ago

Appreciate that Nick 😂 good to know it ain’t just me

Nick•59d ago

I get it brotha, everytime I had a dream like that I feel like a piece of shit😂. All up from here through brotha they go away with time

G•59d ago

When Ive made it deep into some streaks, I have definitely had the same dream. Curious to know if anyone else has to because its pretty surreal. Dreaming about relapsing but waking up and realizing you didnt. I wonder whats behind that too

PB•59d ago

Nah man I checked the steak because I wasn’t sure if it was a dream or not. Crazy how you know about my life from one dream

Anthony•59d ago

Not to be the bearer of bad news but this isn’t a good sign at all. It means that in your subconscious you’re too focused on the streak rather than the life outside the addiction. In your mind you should already be free from the addiction, what I’m saying is don’t focus on the days you’ve gone without it , focus on becoming who you want to be

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