Day 41 and counting 🪜

I’m not going to lie I almost threw it all away today, I’m going through some tough emotions 🖤 and subconsciously and more recently consciously I have relyed on porn or fantasy to soothe these emotions so I won’t have to feel them. I was on the cusp of acting out the only thing that saved me was the fact I was in a public place and I asked my higher power for help, the help was granted and I was able to abstain for another day, I’m over it with out relapsing now and this is a great win as I know now that I can push through strong urges and with a little help from HP vanquish them from my mind and return to being myself with calmness and peace, not giving in to compulsive thoughts and actions that won’t solve my issues anyway!!! Stay strong brothers, we can do this one day, one hour and one minute at a time ❤️ much love to you