Chains broken

Guys, honest to God. I never thought a month ago i would be here but God. I want you all to know i was in chains bound by the enemy. Never thinking i could lay off or stop mb*, thinking i was a failure i can honestly tell you, i was lied to. I know i had left areas in my life open to sin that allowed evils spirits to control me. They were literally controlling me making me feel like i had to do something i didn’t want to do. I obeyed my thoughts i obeyed my flesh. I saw myself as an idol. I needed to be respected i needed to be talked to nice, i needed i needed i needed. I have victimized myself to many times. The level of relief being free from letting the devil control me, makes me wish i was 8 again, to be able to tell my 8 year old self not to do what i did that it would destroy your life and lead you down paths you wouldn’t wish anyone down. You need to follow Jesus Christ and not our own flesh. You are worth more. Jesus thought so he died for you. It’s time to lean on him and trust him fully. Thank God for giving me this opportunity of clarity that i didn’t have 12 days ago. I can’t wait to see what the Lord has in store for me !