Day 1, I’ve made a realization.

So 18 hours ago downloaded this app. I’ve been seeing it for weeks now and thought “man that’d be a good idea.” But never committed. A day or two ago I felt the worst way. I felt like I betrayed my wife. To preface I made the rule to myself never keep anything easily accessible on your phone (screenshots and stuff). I broke that rule recently and I don’t know if my wife saw. She wanted to see a photo that we took earlier and I realized things were in my photo app. I felt sick awkwardly controlling my phone or pulling it away when she would get close to seeing the screenshots. Between the panic of almost being caught and the pathetic shame of having to “hide the evidence” I’ve always been able to share my phone because I made those rules and I don’t know if other guys on here have gone that far or just me. But I saw this app again and didn’t even think twice and downloaded it. I know it’s a step in the right direction, and I know I have a problem. Sitting in silence isn’t gonna fix it.