Been MIA for a while
Been off the app for a while relapsed so many times my balls hurted feel like I’m disobeying god or not doing enough I did it again this morning right before I went to sleep I seen this one guy say he looks at the app every time before he gts I used to do that but I stopped every time I do it I fee something like someone actually loves me then it goes away I’ve been addicted to this for almost 14 years I’m 19 going on to 20 in June if your young please take this as an example in your life porn and this sex addiction has taken so much away from me I don’t even know my self deadass if u asked me about the last 6 girls I was with I could tell you about each and everyone one of them but when it comes to me I have no clue all ik is that my name is Damarco and I’m so much more then this stupid addiction recently though I’ve learned a lot about myself even though I was relapsing I learned that I listen to people a lot I let them control my life not me I try so hard in front of girls to be perfect when I’m not perfect I try so hard to get a girl but then I don’t and the cycle starts again haven’t talk to a girl like relationship wise in a month now and it feels good I’m saving up money bout to start this clothing brand and soon my YouTube channel i honestly do wish you guys the best in life may god be with you everywhere u go and stay safe Also the lakers are getting swept 🥹
aye man i hope u get control of this addiction. I’m basically the same way with women. Ian talk to a woman looking for a relationship in a while. Everytime I try, It don’t go far or as well as I want. So because of that, instead of relapsing I just try to learn more about myself. Its good that you’re becoming aware of who you are cause dats the first step yk. If u feel like relapsing, go outside, go take a walk. You gotta run away from the lust cause u may not win dat battle all the time. May your youtube channel and clothing brand do amazing my friend🌟