Relapsed After 2 Years

Day 0

by Jonathan Quinlan

April 17, 2025 at 01:47 PM

98 upvotes

I’m on this new journey again, and I know I could overcome it, but I know I CAN’T do it in my OWN WILLPOWER. I tried that. It doesn’t work. When I did do it on my own willpower, it has almost been two years. I know now relying on Jesus’ strength with help me overcome this. It ultimately stems from a part of my heart that hasn’t been totally healed from my loneliness and stress due to a lack of deep connection/intimacy I crave. Too many people I want to spend time with keep coming and going in my life and it brings me down a lot. Pray for me, I just joined a new local church community, and I’ll do the same to everyone on here 🙏✝️❤️

Comments (4)

Warrior•123d ago

U got this bro. Phil 4:13 I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me

Anonymous•123d ago

My brother in Christ we are more than conquerors. Sin is crouching at our door. But we must and can master it by the grace of God!

John Q•123d ago

Not really. I get really sick when I see most of the content. I watched it again recently though because my orgasms are very intense and relief great tension when I try to watch a normal “roleplay” that isn’t incest related (which has been really hard to find lol), than just looking at myself in the mirror masturbating. Serious relationships and dating has not been that successful as of late and it’s been hard, because all I want is real intimacy. You wouldn’t think it be difficult to ask, but it has been. Like I’ve been really trying romantically. I just feel empty when I give in to that temptation and I get really hard on myself, but I love the pleasure.

MJ•123d ago

Are you still addicted after not doing it for two years years?

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