Excessively Taboo Porn
i’ve addicted for 8 years and this shit gets worse and worse. I’m straight and outside of porn i only get turned on by women but my brain’s need for a more stimulating porn because the more i watch the more i become bored a desensitized had led be to watch tranny porn. the lowest of the lowest. I’ve associated a fat ass and tits and a pretty face with around and when the shehims have those traits my arousal overrides my soul screaming no. I know i would never for a second engage in this IRL but the anonymity and craving for dopamine make my porn get increasingly taboo and disgusting. I gotta start using this app and actually check in when i get tempted and first and foremost call on God’s strength. Fuck man.
but preciate the support regardless. i’m trying