33 days in
Gotten farthest I have in a long time (33 days) and starting to feel some cravings again. I have a pretty good safety net but its east to sometimes “test the boundaries” of the filtering that I have set up. I have not jerked off to hardcore porn but I have been redownloading instagram and hoping Ill run into something titillating. I need to lock in more please pray for me. I have a healthy sexual relationship with my wife and I have been trying to revert all of my sexual energy there but its obviously not perfect and there are days things dont go the way you want them to which is natural. The worst part about PMO addiction is you implicitly learn that you can control and use your sexual desires and release to control how you feel at any time, but regular adult relationships don’t work that way Thanks for reading and best of luck to all of you.
Just remember, push past this temptation and you’ll look back at how easy of a decision that was