it’s possible
i’m at my normal spot and time where i relapse. i’m not feeling it today. no urges or nothin. maybe it’s because i’m so tired that i just wanna sleep but i am proud of myself for not going thru with anything today. i may be at less than a day and i may have only a highest streak of like 5 but i see this as progress again compared to how i was about 6 months ago. come home from work and go at it, go at it before i sleep, hell sometimes i’d go from the time i get off to the time i go to sleep or even before i go to work in the morning. i’m definetly proud of where i am right now, and im happy im getting myself better for my beautiful gf who has been patient and helpful for me through this, im so appreciative of her for what she’s done for me, and id love to show that by asking her to marry me but i cant just yet until ive kicked this habit. and i know i will.
Hey Cayden that’s funny my brother showed me it too and got me hooked. I’ve forgiven him though it’s all my fault. Matt that is so good to hear. You’re one of the lucky ones and your gf is too bc you’re one of the few that’s trying and pushing to become better. Keep it up!