Relapsed
Day 0
by Jonathan
63 upvotes
I decided to get on an app where others are struggling with the same thing. I’m disappointed I have relapsed again but also proud of how far I have gotten. Last year I was doing it multiple times a week pretty much every day. This year only a total of 5 times. I went 38 days clean then relapsed, went 24 days again and last night relapsed again. I feel the habit of wanting to do it is gone, but since I am celibate as well the urges get really intense and I just want to ejaculate. I am unsure of how to deal with those intense feelings… they come and go. I am open to any advice
i was in the same spot before i started with the app we can only keep moving forward and going for higher highs