The only way
I need to fond my reason to change back. I stopped feeling post nut clarity after relapsing to non straight shit. The over 10 years of brainrot have settled. I gotta expose myself to the disgusting sides of my addiction to be able to heal the clarity and return to my desires to change. I gotta relapse so fucking hard that Ill make myself cry, thats when Ill remember why I need to change, its the only way
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