36 days in

36 days in and I feel great. I’m a sex addict, no reason to deny it. I love sex and how it feels. Around day 6 or 7 I found myself slipping. I had my dick in my hand, lust in my head, but something clicked. I realized what I was about to do and stopped right there. I didn’t reset my timer because I didn’t cross the line. It was a moment of awareness, not a relapse. I didn’t feel shame and that meant something. Since then, no porn, no masturbation. I’ve had sex with women and I don’t see an issue with that. It’s natural. I feel good after, not ashamed. Let this be a message. This is a process. Work on yourself in a way that makes sense for you. Don’t be too hard on yourself. After the first week or two it gets easier. Hit the gym. Focus on growth. Talk to a woman. Pleasing her and having her please you can be all you need. Real connection beats pixels every time.