Nearing Day 3
Used to use porn to distract me from the stresses of life, nearing day 3 and feel like life is doing everything trying to make me relapse. Job is very unsteady haven’t been working and haven’t been able to find other places to work. I have a test coming up on Sunday and haven’t been studying as much as I should. Feeling unmotivated and trying not to relapse. Don’t think I will just need to get back in the mindset of life keeps moving and I need to keep moving with it. Had some strange dreams last night woke up feeling as if I did relapse but I didn’t. Prays out to all of you still going strong not going to cave in.