Lost my Love

I lost the love of my life because of porn. So now, my goal is to quit watching porn, stop masturbating, and focus on bettering myself—hoping to either attract my love back or prepare for my next potential partner. I used to watch everything from shemale porn to femboys to straight porn. I know I’m not bisexual or gay—I just loved the sounds of their moans. But over time, I realized that this habit got old. Worse, it affected my relationship. I lost my love because I constantly craved intimacy—I wanted to be with her every week or masturbate to her every night. When she said no, I would get mad, and eventually, she would give in because of my frustration. If you have a good girlfriend, stop watching porn. It warps your mind, makes you act differently, and can even make you less attractive to your partner—whether it’s your girlfriend, fiancée, or wife. Me and my love were supposed to be married by now, but my porn addiction ruined that. I have no one to blame but myself. Seeing how you all support and uplift each other inspired me to share my story. Keep fighting, keep praying, and may God bless you all in Jesus’ name and through the Holy Spirit!