Asking God for a wife

I’ve been addicted to porn for a really long time. The core issue is that I crave intimacy. I think growing up a long the way I traded human intimacy for porn. It gave me the satisfaction I needed whenever I needed it. Fast forward - I’m now 33 and I’ve decided to give my life to Jesus. But I cannot in good conscience continue to watch porn and satisfy myself. And the truth is I do want a partner to share my life with and to have that intimacy with. So my plan is to quit pornography and to show God that I can have the self control, and hopefully in return (if it’s in His plan) He will grant me a wife.