Relapse 1 since using app.

Ever since I was younger, the p word was introduced. I couldn’t stop, told myself that it was good and healthy because not doing it would lead to prostate cancer. I struggle with faith already, and women are amazing, but I do not want to look at them like there and object for my satisfaction. I try everything to distract me, but it only last for so long. I don’t really watch 🌽 anymore, it’s moved to physically doing it with someone. I want to be done with it all.