Day ?

Welp it’s been a couple of days since I was on the app. I have some updates sadly I sort of relapsed but more or less just into masturbation not porn. On the 24 I got hit with a really bad shot of depression and was really having a bad day which led me to not getting much sleep that night and going into the 25th I had little hope for the day. I ended up getting a new guitar which made me feel better but I honestly was still in a pretty bad mood. After the day was over I woke up in the middle of the night and decided to go on my phone stupidly and ended up on instagram. Sadly ended up masturbating to some random woman’s butt and boom no nut streak gone but I hadn’t watched porn or even opened a porn site. So I was unsure if I should end my streak or not especially since I was embarrassed by my lack of willpower. After all that I got into this weird habit of saving posts from random girls showing their butts and masturbating to that and now I’m just over it and want to get back to what I was before. Gonna delete instagram and YouTube for a bit. Try reading more and getting good sleep again. I’ll let whoever read all this decide on if I should end my streak. See ya.