day 14- i feel bad

this is the longest i've gone since 2 years ago. My dad said he noticed my personality changed (in a positive way), but i haven't noticed it. all day i can't stop thinking about my favorite porn videos and how tempting it is to give in. my main drive is i looked at messages i sent to this person in 2023 and i still can't believe that was me at one point. I was the horniest person there was. The relationship with my girl is going downhill, which is not helping not watching porn. I can't come this far to come just this far. This post is a pledge to myself that I, Tyler, will under no circumstances ever watch porn again. No matter how tempting it is, I will not watch porn. porn is the devil trying to take over my body. And I will not let him win.