I’m motivated

Man I’m on my 15th relapse since I downloaded this app and now I’m at 2 days free. I made it to 20 days before and now I’m just giving up weekly. I’m ready to end this, I’m not going to live the life I want to while still feeding this addiction, I need to stay locked in, but most importantly I need to give more time to God than I am to myself, that’s how I’m going to reinforce my defenses! I’m ready to quit I’m ready to fight back stronger than ever and give up on this stupid addiction. But I realize that all my other relapses were part of the journey, they were just getting me closer to freedom, I’m learning new things everything I relapse, so thankyou Lord for granting me endurance through trials and failures🙌🏻 (James 1:2-4)