My brain is tricking me into sinning

It’s been 13 days since I haven’t watched porn or nutted and right I feel like I’m gonna relapse and that’s because my brain is telling me to NUT without PORN. It’s all a delusion even without PORN I will still feel the same way and be back to my old self I can’t let it all end here this life I temporary. I have to make something out of it can’t be eating my energy on 3 seconds of pleasure.