Had a 70 day streak going and just folded one Friday. Totally spiraled and had a rough couple weeks (relapsing on weekends) and finally reached a boiling point last week. Almost killed myself and essentially gave up all hope. 8 day streak right now and I’m on medication for depression and mood. I’ve honestly lost almost all will to live at this point. Pray for me. I don’t know how many more times I can go through this cycle. It’s mind numbing.
That's precisely the enemy's plan, brother. He wants to see you defeated. Don't give him the satisfaction--every new day is a chance to reset and start again. Don't give up!
Tried that and still trying. It’s gotten to the point where my own free will has doomed me. Very discouraged but haven’t given up.
Get closer to god brother. Surrender to the lord and you will see things will change for the better.
You’re not alone! We are all here for you as a community! Don’t be afraid to reach out here as well as to close friends and family! You’ve got this!
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There’s so much God has planned for you! Jeremiah 29:11. “For I know the plans I have for you. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future” God doesn’t give you these other feelings, “For God doesn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power and love and a sound mind” 2 Timothy 1:7. When you feel this way do ANYTHING. “Resist the devil and he will flee from you” James 4:7. You can do it! You are loved, and you are “more than a conqueror!” Romans 8:34-39