Defeated

1. Buy a Bible 2. Join a church like the international christian church, where you’ll have a good brotherhood and plethora of activities to keep you busy and pure

The comeback is always greater than the setback keep your head up and start again you got it

I feel ya man. I can relate too well to the feeling but the worst thing we can do is stay down. Don’t disregard the run you were on. You now know what you are possible of and even more. We got this.