Had a Hard Relapse but I Want to Start Fresh
First time posting something to here but I wanted to as a sign of good faith to myself. The last few weeks I kind of fell into a hard Relapse and could not pull myself out of it. It wasn’t until I kind of hit rock bottom for a moment and really viewed myself in the mirror as a (PMO) Addict, and I felt like one too. I decided to finally say “No” to another urge and go to church this morning where I heard a sermon about “Asking for Help” and that there’s no shame in it. So I prayed during communion for it and I decided I wanted to start the Recovery process over, and that I should also seek help from those around me with my problem. So starting today I want to get back in the fight and take my life back from this immoral addiction. Day 1 today.
As a pastor I confirm the struggle is real and we cannot do it without the help of Holy Ghost and Jesus… Jesus in John 14-16 promises us to send His Spirit to us to comfort, guide, and counsel us. We truly are not alone!