Going on 17 days but not strong
Day 17
by Jacob
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I’ve officially made it 17 days without watching porn. I haven’t been very strong in it though, I almost break every few days but I haven’t sat down and watched any videos or looked at videos which is progress for me. I feel so conflicted because although I’m making progress, I feel defeated because I keep almost relapsing, but I stop myself right at the last minute. I want to get to the point where I’m not even attempting to relapse at all, but I’m having a hard time getting there.
Hi Jacob. Our greatest battle is in the mind right? That’s why we’re all here on this road to recovery. There is a real battle happening in the mind between what freedom in our life can truly better our health. And then the conflict is a cycle that is based on lies. The truth is, you have not relapsed at all. The reality is, is your edging. As we all struggle with, so be proud that you are confessing this fact. The lie is you haven’t been strong in it. You got this. The person from 17 days ago thanks you for your courage today.