Day 3 Once Again

It’s been several weeks since I’ve hit day 3. It’s been a tough month. I find myself being put off by fetishes I used to engage with. I’ve started doing my meditations again seems to help a lot. (Highly recommend the Balance app) I’m trying to forgive myself for not having a job in my field yet (currently just Doordashing) and the way my life has been going. Porn has been the solution to that problem, but it’s time to let that go. Maybe I’m doing better than I think. Maybe I’m right where I need to be. I’m going camping with my gf and her family for 5 days, so if I can make it to Saturday, then I’ll have an easy 5 days after where it’s impossible to relapse.