I feel at peace

It’s only my fourth day but, in a weird way, technically I relapsed, I didn’t watch any content. I listen to sensual audios of just massaging and relaxation, edging was what came to mind thinking about it now, but it didn’t feel great, but it didn’t feel bad because I felt in control the whole time. So in all honesty, well, it sounds like a step back. It really feels like a step forward in terms of control.