Self Blame?
Anyone else find it easy to blame yourself for the situation you’re in? I don’t have a “reason” like a lot of people. I didn’t have a tumultuous upbringing, I didn’t experience any trauma as a child, I have two loving, Godly parents, I didn’t have someone show me porn, I wasn’t molested. I simply don’t have a good reason. I don’t have any reason. I was just some idiot kid that decided to look up naked women on the internet one night. I don’t blame God, I don’t blame my circumstances. The blame lies squarely on my shoulders. Sometimes it’s real easy to allow that self blame to morph into self hatred. I can’t count the number of times I’ve looked into my eyes in the bathroom mirror afterwards and thought about what a waste I am, what I could’ve been. Anyone else in the same boat?
Thanks guys! ❤️