The testosterone effect no one talks about
So, I just downloaded this app. I am AFAB so yes, even us get this issue. I have been doing T as a non-binary person and that plus all the stress of life, work, and heading onto discovering yourself has made me addicted to chasing pleasure. Not even porn itself. Just any feeling that made me forget everything else. Which is not helped by the need testosterone gives on you with the high libido. I have been able to have sex but this is different. It's constant. And it's painful. I was so head of my class, so ahead of everyone, but this two year constant has burned my brain beyond belief. I think I threw my TV controller in the bin for just how careless I have become. Now I need to buy a new one. Even after discovering myself, I have realised that I am not myself anymore, I need to regain myself, my love, my passion, my mind, my intelligence. I have so much to give to this world and this addiction WILL NOT stop me.
Thts one thing people don’t talk about is the testosterone effect on both sides bc I was addicted for 10 years. I also played ball during these yrs and when I first started I was tht guy ngl but as soon as I stoped playing it plummeted and you could physically tell something was going on. Porn just kinda exposed me while playing ball masked my problems