3 days…
So I’ve been going on strong for three days…and today at school stuff happen. It wasn’t the greatest day today but I was so happy, you know amongst all the BS. I was still happy today. Got home actually made it three days porn free but I guess it wasn’t all the greatest. I got home and I relapsed. I’m not proud of myself. I was doing good. I was feeling better. I don’t feel good but after what just happened I feel really crappy about what just happened… I made it a good three days without pornography and masturbation I haven’t been tempted through those days. I’ve been through baby struggles by putting my mind to other things and I guess it was just in the moment that I forgot that I was porn free, but all went to waste…those three days for nothing hopefully I make it past three days this time it was fun. I actually liked it. Life was good, but there’s always another time…
From what I hear from others it seems day 3 is often the beginning of the hardest part of the withdrawals. Im on day 3 and the rationalization thoughts are creeping in a lot today. What’s important is you realize the slip up and aren’t making excuses for it, remember your “why” and you got this!