Started young.

My porn addiction started when I was 14 after I got made fun of. Classmates told me I was little and would never satisfy a woman. This allowed me to isolate and turn to porn to cope I guess. I never wanted friends or to seek a relationship for fear of jokes. I’m now closer to 40 and decided to move in with my folks and be okay with being single forever. Take care of my parents and just inherit their home. I’m now day 1 on trying to improve my life