Anything can trigger…

I had 9 days, man. 9 days. All it took was an innocent search on Etsy for some nerdy shit and I saw a statue of some chick and it wasn’t even nudity, bro. Literally. And it got me spinning out of control to the point that I just kept going back again and then I found some loopholes in my Internet blocker and boom. Relapse. It’s very discouraging. I know I need to jump back in but gosh this is disheartening. I truly hate the internet and how accessible this shit is. When you see a trigger, even a “harmless” one, run. I kidded myself by thinking I could fap without porn and it was cool. It lead to this. Requiring the brain means a total break.