Girlfriend of 3 years cheated on me 3 weeks after signing new lease

I know it’s not my fault. But I understand why she did it. I’ve been unable to control my emotions and addictions which consistently disappointed her. This happened yesterday and I’m completely broken, but somehow, someway, this is already driving me to become the best version of myself and that will start with my porn addiction along with all other forms of respecting myself for once. I’m open to trying to fix this but that isn’t why I want to become the best version of myself. I want to become great not for her, not for me, but because it is finally time for me to conquer every aspect of my life and prove to everyone how great I can be. Instead of being a passenger I’m going to hijack that wheel and win the race. Day 1 here we go.

Wet Dreams

Do wet dreams count as a relapse?

3 Weeks

My plant just became a little tree. Keep going guys we all got this!

Fall back today.....

In reality I got nothing to do with a girl..... but each time I will go to business I will be swayed by ungrateful thought running through.... I pray 🙏🙏🙏... God should help us

Day 97 thoughts

Hey yall! Just wanted to post real quick and say I’ve been feeling lonely the past few days and the desire to be in a relationship is crazy strong, but I want to have wisdom and patience and trust that God will lead me to a godly woman and I won’t settle for someone that doesn’t have the same values and faith. For those of you on this journey, I just want to remind you that quitting doesn’t magically solve all your problems and negative emotions, but it does help you have the clarity and self control to handle your emotions in a healthy way. And that is priceless. Emotions aren’t the enemy, and it is actually exciting when you realize you are feeling things deeply that you’ve been choosing to numb with porn for years. It’s worth it! Praying for you all today!

Relapsed (Only a Dream)

A few days ago I dreamed that I had a relapse, it's crazy how the brain seems to try to find ways to get to that behavior

DAY 3☑️☑️☑️

FUCK PORN 🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼

I almost relapsed

I almost fucked it all up. And it made me had a severe panic attack. Thanks to the guys on Telegram, I was able to return my focus.

Restart

I had a rough couple days trying to figure things out I eventually got it serial and now I’m free of porn for one day as of now So I’ll keep on going strong and I know that it will be a lot harder than it was I’ll never edge or look at porn ever again My one goal is to transfer my need to lust to need to love and to aim for the girl that I want to be in love with and not being lustful I’ll be praying every night for all of you guys out there poor in spirit and those who are struggling in lust We all have been down this road, now let’s carry each other to the one goal we all have, quitting porn for life Let’s get it my brothers and sisters Love y’all God bless

I relapsed

After 21 days of going strong I relapsed late last night, I’m not proud of what I did or what I watched. The last few days I had some urges but I was able to flee from them until I gave in last night. I feel down on myself to have to start this journey again especially as a Christ follower so prayers would be much appreciated🙏🏻

I’m about to lose the girl I love

I told her about my addiction, she thought she could help me, but once she realized the meaning of porn and that is not just me satisfying my self it’s other girls on the screen. It destroyed her, and she doesn’t think she can handle that feeling again if I relapse..

Does anyone know the benefits in this time of no porn and masturbation for 2 months

Hard times

Im struggling right now with everything. I haven’t relapsed but I want to - I want to numb the pain but I know that’s all it will be. I’m stressed, upset and depressed. When I go through these times before I would let myself slip many times a day, I would try to numb myself and eventually come out sadder than before. As I’m writing this I’m coming to the conclusion that I cannot and will not relapse… but it gets so difficult sometimes when you’re so alone as I feel.

If you haven’t read EasyPeasy don’t try.

Seriously the book is super helpful and you can read it in the app under library and porn research. If you can’t manage to find some time to read the book I think you should give up on NoFap.

READ EASYPEASY

Just read it and you’ll be free. Relapse? Pick yourself back up and reread the book and keep trying. Every time I tried seemed more hopeless than the previous one, but I pulled through and so can you. Keep trying, and you will never truly be free unless you read EasyPeasy

Almost got trapped

I was going through my Tik tok history to find a funny post I had forgotten about and I’m had come across a, for all intensive purposes, gooning account I had used before going cold turkey. Needless to say, I did start stroking out of habit, but I stopped, and deleted it out of my history. Any tips for avoiding these triggers?

Month

Its just the beggining of beautiful journey

I am so sick of this

For most of my young life I have been addicted. It started when I was so young that I didn’t even understand what it was. I have been trying to quit ever since but to no avail. I hope to break free from this and I hope that this time I really will. This is my first time on this app and I wish everyone here that is going through the same things I do good luck.

Last relapse for a while

Bro I'm so sick and tired of this sin, aren't we all? My minds been all over the damn place, I'm listening to specular music encouraging this behavior and random music I'd never like. Shoot I don't even listen to gospel, I deleted the Bible apps off my phone, man without God I am so worthless man. I just can't stop doing it. Now it's harder to stop listening to the music I am now bc it comforts me. Fuck sin

Day 2

Today is day 2 of this excruciating journey and right now I’m starting to have urges already but iv also started reading easy peasy i hope this book will help me out like it did to others.